What do the seasons mean??

The life revealed me strange truths
And stranger they became everytime
What interpretation could I have drawn
From Nadir's subtending rhyme??

Did it mean end of a life??
Or did it mean beginning of a death??
Were the prophecies to be believed in??
Or was it all about the unearthly faith??

I thought I can explore.....
Can paint truth out of the blurred blues.
My worlds had seemed to me finite
And it was then that the morning was caught in a noose...

Still barbaric in thoughts, I couldn't accept the change
So I moved up, high in the rocks, out of sight
Misconceived that I would win......
I did trace back the warmth, but why was there so much of Light?? 

I climbed down,no longer feeling even warm,
Stood there, felt drops from the lake of cocytus falling upon me.
Was I a betrayer??? Of my own faith and life??
Or was it just raining down a distant sea??

I had now begun to feel a chilly numbness
And as the blood froze, it gushed out of me mortified,
Fell down,creating abstract red shapes on the whitest sheet
I got newer questions, interpretations underived....

I thought the world was about to end
So I promised winter to be by its side.
I  knew that the snow is white
But why is it so cold and dark inside???